Age of Innocence
Now that the Mad Month of March has ended, I hope life will slow down a bit. No, I'm not talking about college basketball! March was truly mad for me! From lots of sickness to frustrations and break downs, 2024 has not been going great. I only hope it will improve from here. I have increased frustration about parenting, schooling and the way things are going. Why do I do hard things? When I talk to friends or other moms I have a hard time hiding my feelings and sometimes I think they are surprised at how real I am. I don't have time to waste being fake or pretending things are better than they are. If I'm not real with myself, then what's the point? As I have begun to purge my house of baby things, I find myself feeling guilty for not having more children. I go to Home school co ops and see other women with anywhere from 3 to 11 kids and they make it look so easy. I know it's not, but I often ask myself why can't I do that? I know the answers. I'